STINTAN'S BLOG

Where have I been? + haul photos

hmmm... yes. I have been gone for 3 months. But I'm back! In short I'm getting kinda worried about running out of space on my site. I can't afford to pay for it so yea... I will go back to making blog posts on here just probably not as many as I used to.

Because I can't afford ANYTHING (as mentioned above) the most money I spent recently was $7, on the things below. I got them as gifts from my mom and at the mall with my friends today. I had a lot of fun! someone recognized me as gyaru and They were playing Koda Kumi in one of the stores :D I've been listening to a lot of heisei era gyaru pop (Namie Amuro, Ayumi Hamasaki, Heartsdales, Crystal Kay, BoA, Double, Sifow, Kana Nishino, Hitomi, Mihimaru GT, etc...) so hearing it in a public space made me like :0000 In one of the stores, I had a gift card, and I was going to buy a Gintoki figure, but I couldn't afford it :')... The shop actually had two Gintokis- The Vibration Stars 20th anniversary one and the Qposket one. I did not get either bc they were wayy out of budget... They had a bunch of Chiikawa Shinsengumi stuff there though- unfortunatley no Hachiware (my fav) but I got a keychain of Chiikawa in the uniform :3 I was going to get one of the big plushies buttttt I couldn't afford that either... I was able to find all of them for sale online so I might try to get them some other time! I got Tsubasa Masuwaka's Dolly wink Lashes and some Creme Shop ones too. I always love being able to find gyaru-worthy lashes in stores. The Sylus photocards were a gift from my mom... I can't wait to open and decorate them! Btw, I wore a bunch of new clothes today. thrifted shirt and boots (which I originally got for my LADS MC cosplay lol), hand-me-down jacket, and some cute accessories! I can't wait to use all my new stuff :3 I already added the Chiikawa to my keys, and I can't wait to decorate the sylus photocards!

If video games are the future, what's my future with video games?

yep... this is another Love and Deepspace blog post. So, It's become obvious that Sylus is my favorite, but what about the others? I've never played more than one route in a single game before, usually because they take pretty long to get through, and I like to wait and take a break from the game for a while before I get back into it. Will I ever play Variable Barricade again for Nayuta or Taiga? Or Hakuoki for Okita or Harada? Well, the answer is, most likely, yes. But not right now. Ichiya took me forever to complete, and I haven't even finished Toshi's yet. But LADS is different- it's relatively short. So playing the whole thing back to back wouldn't be such a crazy thing for me. So, will I do it? Will I really play *all* of them? Well, I'm not quite sure yet. I'm the type of person to not play a route if I have no interest in a character. I know that this is somewhat abnormal, but I don't like to waste my time. So which routes am I interested in? Well, obviously, Sylus'. He caught my eye and was the reason I got into it in the first place. But you have to play a lot of other parts too get his full story. From what I've already played, I guess I kinda like Xavier and Zayne. They're not really my type or anything but they're pretty chill I guess. Might be worth it. I just think they're neat I guess. I'd say I'm more interested in Xavier because I like how sweet he is... what a kind man... As for Rafael? Yeah no. I'm sorry guys... I don't like him much. I try to interact with him only when the game forces me to because he has the sort of personality I strongly dislike in love interest characters. I know he's very popular, and I'm sorry if you like him, but he just isn't for me. Hope you can show him some love though! :3 and now to adress the elephant in the room... or the Caleb in the blog post, if you will (LMAO... what does this even mean XD) Yeah, I'm really not sure about this one. From what I've played I really know nothing about this guy, but he feels much more like a family friend or something than a love interest? And apparently he's a yandere or something? idk man. Out of context game spoilers on Instagram are... something. I mean? He is cute I guess, appearance wise? Apparently this is quite the controversial subject in the fanbase... I think I'll stay away from that... :( So for Caleb, I think I'm just going to have to go in blind and see what happens. It is what it is... Until next time... goodbye my stinlings!

random misc updates

Hello! it's been a while since I last updated... I've been wanting to work on myself since I noticed I've been kind of negative latley. I haven't been too happy about being in college and I think it's begining to cloud my judgement regarding other people here. So I've just been trying to focus on the positives and do what I love ^_^ I started watching A Sign of Affection since I really missed watching shojo anime, I think it's something that really lifts my spirits and makes me want to be kinder... I love Yuki, she's so relatable to me as a disabled girl in college o.o She is so cute too... I also love the little dog!!

I've been keeping up with Gintama as well, I just fnished porori-hen and I went back to season 4... it makes me very nervous!! (you will understand if you've seen it... Zenzou is my GOAT!!!) I am still playing Love and Deepspace... specifically the Sylus chapters... I would be lying if I said I wasn't a bit confused about what's going on... O.o The lore is insane it's basically like fnaf lore but with the future space mafia instead X3333 The part where I was dancing with Sylus was sooo cutteee >///< I usually find characters like him kinda corny but I think that he's sweet and handsome, even if he is kinda an edgelord XD Playing the game has given me flashbacks to when I was 15 and obsessed with vkei and dark gothic vampire like victorian men in anime and vocaloid songs n stuff... it's a bit nostalgic. He reminds me of those things. I think I like the parts of the game outside the story more lowkey O.O hmmm... Idk why. I like how interactive the game is. I like to get to touch and pet Sylus like he's real... I love to play games with him and take pictures with him and listen to the stories and hear him talk and I LOVE IT WHEN HE CALLS ME SWEETIE hehehe... and I love his little crow friend. he is too cute...

I also got some new plushies and merch since winter ended. I'll add pics here!!! I got these little matching Gintoki and Toshi plushies, a big Gintoki tapestry (currently on my wall in my dorm room), a little sylus crow plush, and finally, A TOSHI HAKUOKI PLUSH!!! This was a grail item for me, I am so greatful... I wanted one of him so bad TwT... I also bought this Sylus photocard because I just had to have something of him... I love him sm...